Treatment…

Well…. treatment went fine. I was full of emotions and worry. I did great during treatment I was told. Its been awhile since I posted and that’s because I just didn’t have the energy to and I still don’t have a lot of it. Treatment really kicked my butt. I was bed bound and I slept all day and night. I slept so much to the point of feeling I never want to sleep again but I couldn’t do anything about it because I was too tired to. I was depressed and down. I couldn’t help my kids or my family. I have never felt so helpless in my life even after my surgeries. I had two surgeries, chemo, external and internal radiation. My weight went up and down which when it was down, the doctors didn’t like that. I puked for the first couple of days after chemo, then after starting radiation and the last 3 weeks of my treatment for the chemo and external rad, I couldn’t keep anything down for those last three weeks. After the treatment stopped, it took a few days to be able to eat again and keep food down. My internal rad, I had no side affects from it. When I had my internal rad, I was heavily sedated and don’t remember much about during the treatment which the doctor said that would happen. I am actually happy about that, it made it much easier to deal with. My doctors made me feel so taken care of and important. I am so lucky to have gotten treated by the doctors I did. They really made everything all better. I still have a long way to go but I know I have the best on my side.

Until next time, Lady Kitsune.