It’s hard to stay Positive

It’s hard to stay positive, especially for me. I can’t help but go to the worst thought of all after hearing bad news or needing something to just go my way for once. life isn’t easy, it can be wonderful but hard and stressful. There is so much to worry about in life. It’s hard hearing from others to just stay positive and It will be okay when sometimes that’s just not the case. When it does turn out good, you did all that worrying for nothing but I would rather worry about nothing than it be something. I do try to stay positive. I look at the good options but then my brain is back at it again and it just keeps going and before you know it I have convinced myself that this is the end. I have an anxiety disorder and OCD so my brain is just that much worse. All the stress I put on my body every day is so bad for it and I know that but I still get lost in my head. It’s hard to live some days. I look at my family and I know I have to be here for them. They are my world. If I could just stay positive, maybe then I could find peace in my heart.

-Lady Kitsune